Failure

Sometimes you just have to face the fact that there will always be time in your life when you wont quit conquer it, But thats is okay. It just means that when faiure comes you shouldn't let it get you down, just get back up and do it again. I know that it seems like you have to try a couple of times before you actually can conquer it, but trust me you will and you can! No matter what life throws at you, you can decide to make the bst out of it or let it get you so down that you can't being yourself back up. Its your choice, you can let life defeat you or you can fight back with as much energy as you possible can. Stay Strong is my new saying, and hope i can always live up to it.

My Dream

I hope that someday I can actually do something with my life and not just waste time worring about the past. I do have plans for my life, theres just a big long list that I hope to do before I die or before God comes back which ever comes first. I want to atually make a mark on histroy, I want to be known for something. I don't want to be just another person who dies and no one remembers. I plan to live everyday to the fullest and take risk even when times feels hard and there is no other way I will still make the best of it, to help fufuill my future. Maybe there was a reason I was put on this earth, and I hope I can fufill that, rather than just take up space. I will do my best no matter what, and I will take the next step up the hill to reach the top.

Sometimes being lonely sucks but other times its the bst think that can happen to you

Regrets

My only regret in life is not spending more time with you. I wish that we could be tgether right know and forever and always. I love you, I have always loved since the day i meet you, I knew we were meant to be together but I guess you don't feel the same. I just hope that you told me the truth be I left so you don't ever question yourself waht could of been? I hope that some day when we see each other we will smile and say we could have been together but things change and know were with someone else that really loves you for being you. I will always have that special place in my heart for you and I hope that we will always be friends even if we can't ever be more than that. I want you to know I will always be there for you even, if I'm far away, i will still be there in spirit. I love and I don't regret telling you I loved you but, I do regret not telling you sooner!!!!!!

The Next Chapter

So I can not wait till this school year is over, I plan on having a great summer and then changing things all up and leaving the stupid school I go to know and going to a new one. I am so excited and scared but I believe that this is the next chapter in my life that i need to do. I can't wait to make new friends and try new things, I am sorta weird that I might change but if I do I hope its for better and not worse. I am taking a step out of my comfort zone to do something that I thought I could never do. May I have the strenght to continue to take steps even when I am the only one stepping out. May all my friends still be there for me and if they are my true friends they will still be there for me. I love them all and hope that they understand, this is the time when you find out who your real friends are and aren't...